Went to qiing b'day party last night , damn crazy ..
It started with the b'day cake something , everyone looked at us when the b'day song played and we were walking toward kris with her b'day cake . YUMM YUMM ~ And aslo when pris and malina pop the somethings else , what its call ? haha . Oh ya , we played true or dare too at yoyo , gosh! DARE !!!! pris , jas and malina were given dare to say hi to strangers !! The lil boy with blue strips cloth dont dare to sit inside the yoyo anymore , he said there is too dangerous to sit inside there , ophssss =p . its fade pou pou , she saw someone else too last night . haha XD ITS FRIEND !!?? [hmm , but i dont think so :D]

Hmm ... You didnt work at there anymore isnt ? i didnt see you last night . hmm hmm :( we saw simon , ronald them too last night , wow ! he changed lots . oh right , lots of people changed to , i am inside and outside . haha . i think nick nick has a new girlfriend !!!

one week more till school reopen !!! i dont want to face SPM !!!! times flies fast , just a winkle of an eye .

its my beloved babe's b'day !!!

happy b'day to QIING !!! haha XD finally she's sixteen , while we are going to seventeen soon :D ophsss !! =p sorry , she's the smallest among us right ? haha , lil baby .. sounds like baby chia . We will going to celebrate her b'day tonight at lintas upperstar , cant wait to see him again tonight , oh wait ! are you still there ? i wonder ~~~~

finally , HOME SWEET HOME♥!!! I am back from sandakan , lol , saw lots of handsome basketball players =p haha !

oh ya , me , jas , malina , and pou pou had a greet christmas eve .








cant wait for new year eve now !! :D wish i can celebrate with my babies again , oh ya , especially you :D

冬至快乐 !!!

er ... what should i said ?? oh ya !!
i cut my hair !! :( but i haven upload the pics yet , billy said i am mushroom =.=
watched avater yesterday and i fall in love with that movie !!
I saw you , you in me :D
actually i dont wanna to watch that movie , feels like quite boring but dickson called us to watch . haha XD
thanks !!
i seek a hot guy , he's damn cute !!
he is an ang mou but i think he can speak chinese .. =)))
yichs !!!! i am so so so shy ..
Went core and met with trave , haha , that's he first time i saw him . he makes me cant do my workout today cause we went out for drink :( haha .. ya ! i am blaming you now !!
he will no longer my friend list !! haha XD as you wished trave =p
piano class again tomorrow :(

soon , it will be x'mas

WOWOWOWOWOOW!!!!
congrats to alison and kiat , they will be couple soon :D
he just said he will be with the girl on christmas eve . haha XD
too bad ~!! so damn romantic and makes me want somethings like this ..
:( i am single again during christmas ?? oh please dont be !!!! =(
all i want for chirstmas is you boy !!! AHHHHH~~~
i cant say his name out !!

Hmmm.. tomorrow will go for hair cut .. back to my mushroom hair =p
i think its cute .. haha XD dont tell me its noe okay cause i will kill you !!
MUAHAHAHAHa
and shopping tomorrow !! gonna buy lots and lots of things :D
YEEEPPEEE !!!!

goodbye my baby love =p

When i saw you , i am scared to know you ; When i knew you , i am scared to talk to you ; When i talked to you , i am scared to fall in love with you , but i think i did now . You are too prefect for me , makes me scared to step one more step forward to you . maybe i really dont have that much confidence to myself . But , i am still glad to be a friend with you that you still will text me sometimes :) Bye to someone that lived in my heart before . You will meet someone that really perfect to suit you someone some day.

party time babe ! :D

thanks EDDIE TING !!! haha .. XD
i got my salary today , thanks for the adding commission :D
he spend us big big dinner too ! XD location is secret , he said so .. awww ~
i am so so so damn full !! but still happy cause he is kind of cute boss . haha

its party time !!!
christmas eve and new year eve !! haha ..
but i am going to sandakan on 25th till 27th , still can celebrate christmas eve :D
and 28th !! that's my sweetie's birthday ! --> kristy tee !!
hmmm ~ wonder what should i gonna to buy for her ??

i need a christmas present !!!

PC FAIR IS OVER !!! :( hmm ..
sad .. i miss the time to work with you guys ..
haha , and aslo the time to stalk for cute guys :p
i think jia hui is the craziest ! ophs , i mean kei too .
she has a reason why she keep coming to our booth right kei?
i am quite enjoy this three days althought its so so so exhausted ! :(
help me !! my leg is so tired although i just wore sandel for three days but not HEELS !
my hand hurt , toe nails broken step by that malay people ! muscle pain too . waaaa ..
BAA..... I just miss those three days , cause can see you whenever you come down . haha .
and finally , we talked !! haha :D you are so cute , its impossible =(


其实，我一点都不再在乎，一点都无所谓了

ITs december now !!
man , times flies fast , just like a twinkle of an eye , i am going to be 17 next year ! XD
Becoming older ? mature ? but gonna face for the SPM! what kind of exam is that ?
uhhhhh ~ :o I think i am gonna be crazy .
Dont ask me crazy for what , DUH ! Comfrim studies . PRESSURE !!
Three more month and there's my b'day comes , how will in be ?

I am addicted of something else right nw .. TAADDDAAA --> cometics :p
Malina said we just wating money to will ruin our skin but .. uhmm ..
girls love to be pretty right ? haha :D

Christmas and New YEAR eve . Am i going to be in the same place again ?? hmm..
Gonna buy new dress for the party :D
Finding somethings looks special and i look nice in it too .. haha . Dont wish to look fat of course !!

LAstly , feel kinda weird right now . Dunno why ?? :x
Lost but gain ? Gain but lost ?
I never think that will be the asnwer . mY six sense wrong this time . oh~ too bad =((((

WHAT'S WRONG WITH MY MSN !!!
I cant sign in and i cant delete it to install again !! ish !!
It really makes me feel so annoying !! can anyone help me to fix it ??
i am using the freaking ebuddy now , i miss msn !! :(

Its really time for me to on diet again , holiday really just makes me getting fatter .
BOOOOO ...
Gonna have a busy weekend i think . Hmm ...
Pc fair !!

Felling so dizzy this morning after i woke up .. oh ~
Gonna be busy this weekend , am i gonna to sing again ?
GOSH !!! My voice sucks , too bad :(
nothing much to say , just updating . ♥





最后，还是走了。。
至少决定了自己的选择。
其实和我想象的一样，
也算是解脱。
和一个对自己不诚实的人，
要怎么去相信？
希望你别这么没风度.
If you love me , let me know , if you dont , please gently let me go .

oh , just bought s2 books today . I got 141 , and waited for one and the half hour to buy that 8 books only !!! Lots of people today ..



oh ya , CHrisTMAS !!! We planed , but i not sure it will works or not .. ??? Tell me earlier kah fui !!! haha XD she wont see my blog . I need a christmas present !!! Buy for me !! XD I need lots of stuff , ask me if you are interested buying me a present , will appreciate .. YEAH !!! :)Malina said she wanna to buy her dress too for our christmas eve night out !! WOATS !!! Cant wait to see her in dress .She wil be too sexy for tht . haha




What to do during this boring holiday ??
errr.... MOVEEE !!!!
i dont like this movie actually but dunno since when and influnce by who . Starting loving this movie muchee . .. hehe





i dunno what tht boy name but he is too handsome !! i mean he is cute , but i really still blur with their names .. :(

Right ! 2010 s2 class name list out!!
bla.... i am in s2 xiao and same class with sack sack ,alvin ,jo , raymond , bong bong and ... forogot .
owh ~ arent in the same class with j/k/m/b .. too bad !!! gonna miss you guys much !!



my six sense never wrong , right !?

You can’t make someone love you, all you can do is be someone who can be loved, the rest is up to the person to realize your worth.

owh-kar :(

30/11 --> 413 .. :(

TOMORROW !! . lol

HELP ME !!! I am famished just now so i ate a lot ! and now , i am so full !!!
Jing said i have small tummy already . NOOOOOOOOOO...
Hate it !! :/ Oh ya , we had our dinner at TATU .. hehe...
lalalala..

I saw MR.xxx yesterday , he changed a lot too. But i hate the colour of his hair , so ugly !!
haha , SORRY .. =p dont angry , i cant even recognized him if he didnt text me .
oh ya , i always cant recognized people if they didnt call me .
Maybe i cant see them but i am with my spec on that time . blek

oh ya !! i love this song much! Xp

Oh well . Just finish the singing competition last night , i am not taking part .
OF COURSE ........ I dont even know how to sing :/
I am the MC only for the night .
DEAD BEAT ! I just home around eleven thirty .. you will never know how tired i am .
mY eyes ! . >< When you see a panda , you will see me =(

Yesterday when i at Wisma , i saw him . OUCHHH...
He changed a lot , and i didnt see him for AGES !!! .
I dont think he could recognised me yesterday cause i looked crap yesterday
Wish to say Hi to him . =p

Oh no !!! Holiday makes me fat !!! I have put on some weight . :(
its time for workour again !!! Really hate those days , cant eat !!! cry ....

We have our reunion last night !! yeah xD St.James'05 reunion . haha .
Gosh ! Lots of people changed .. I mean their attitude and even their looks too . Their lots of hot girls and boys last night , but excluded me :/ oowwwhhhhhhh .... HOw sad !!!! =( And here goes the prom queen and king of the night !!! ---> rebecca yiu and yap ka liong ! . GRATS !!!

:( zzzzzzzzzz ....... I am so tired last night , i slept at 12 something but i already woke up late this morning but still that tired now . Gosh !!! I really hate to see my panda eyes !!! GET IT OUT OF ME !!!!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO .........

Oh ya !! I really dislike someone else now , I HATE YOU !!!! Stop acting ok , so annoying !!! YOU ARE SO FAKE !

ALONE =o

The corner of my room , is the newest place for me now :/
why am i keep breaking my promise ?
Finished the book LOVE RULES ,
but i am not obeying even one .
should i ?
help me !!!! =(
Dislike the feelings what i am having now , owh ....
miss lAst year , every moment .
Thinking and thinking ?? Jus feel likewatching a movie title : THE PAST OF ESTHER
oh no!!!!

nice movie !!! XD
love this so so so much ..





WE WERE WARNED !!!!
please recycle , really dont hope what will happen just like in the movie 2012 .. =(


OH NO!!!!! HOLIDAY !!!
ahhhhh !!!!!!!! i am gonna fat during this holiday ... :/ i dont wan !! its time to keep fit . BODYJAM XP love it much but i didnt sweat .. arghhhhhhhh .......



current status -----> moving on ! 1st day ! ♥

Sometimes we really need to admit people really do changed now , we really need to accept the fact . Its no point to leave you and texted you back now , its that you really do care her and she's important to you , if she is , you wont leave her alone when she's sad , alone and helpless , you should be there for her all the time . The love from you to her is too unstable :/

Dont wait for sometings that is impossible and maybe that will hurt you once again , look forward ! Worthless

HAHA !! Today is the first time i skipped school . Watch movie at shop but i still haven finished the bai quan nv wang . Good movie !! :D (altought i still dunno what's the end of the story .. teehee ^^) not going to school tomorrow too cuase its damn boring !! waste my PRECIOUS time there too .. lalalala






Maybe sometimes i really need to admit that you still living in my heart , but i knew that i am not in your heart anymore . right ? so what am i thinking and waiting again for ? haha , maybe i really used to be that ?? errr...... Tired to act like i am ok but actually i am so not ok ! :/ Its really time to say goodbye .

Finally , i bought things that i want . Errrr. Actually its quite lame , but i think i really need it now . Well . schools tomorrow again and going to work on tues. How will it be ??? Guessing ...... But isnt really feels like working . =(

Am i getting into troubles ? tell me ! Is it wrong tellin all the truth ? Its being too kind or too cruel ? If its being too cruel , i am off then ! :/

How you work for doenst mean that how much you deserve for . Someone may have a wonderful relationship but some arent , maybe they are some hidng in the little dark corner recovering from the hurts too . Arent memories but scars left for them . Dont judge a book by its cover , its doent mean how sweet it is when you saw it , there's lots of arguement and forgiving behind them . Couples that really said its love forever means that they trust each other with no doubts , they love each other and wont betray them and let them feel the pain and hurts . They care them as much as they care for themselves and family . Loves the one who's around you , dont let yourself have a pinch of remorse. There's nothing you cant continue to live without anyone , is you cant continue living without findng out who you really are what you really need and work hard to get it . Make your life as wonderful as you can , you can find out what you had lost and missed those past time .

cant figure it out why can people so dangerous and evil ! they might be your friends in front of you but they backstab you . who cares how your life is , take care of your own and its enough , stop being that busybody okie ?

new chapter of my life , i will live better ! :D going party tonight ! yeah ! xp

可以不爱了

time past and never will come back , so yesterday is the last day . New begining starts from today . Delete all of the things about him and throw all the things too , its the first step to do . :D Dont ask me isnt sad or not , comfrim its sad but dont forget , the new one wont come to you if you dont get away your old one . Hahaz , and he is not only the one . It isnt that hurt actually , just miss , Miss as much as i can but will ended it soon someday .

Exams !!!! feel really so tired of it ! Two weeks !! and still have couple days to go , Gosh !! going to fainted , get thinner and thinner cause of the pressure . =[ Wish to have a healtier body now , hmmm. Get someone to take care of me !!!

no more anymore ! start my new life from this moment , delete the old one . Lifes still goes on

i love this , same as my feelings .

Finally till the day and it ended with out of my expectation . No matter how long you wait , it wont come true . Story end .

sometimes when loves come around ..

Finally , till today . I hope today will be the last day for what's the situation between us . Love life's hard but what we can do is try our best to make us better for each other . They never knew how much it is important for them if they never had those feeling . Learn the lesson from the wrong decision is the method i am using now . No one wanna to be a loser. Success needs method but loser needs excuse . Dont ever try to find excuse again and again cause it cant make us growing up yo be a mature teenager in fact you still wanna to be a little child . Manage and handle your problem well so nothing bad will repeated again.

YEah ! Finally we finished the bla bla chemistry tests for those salt . Oh my ! Its damn hot inside the chemistry lab and some of the salts are hard to test for !! I am not sure for quite some of them . But i really had an enjoyable tests cause its quite fun and feel success when you tested and figure it out whats the unknown is . :D

ERHMMMM... Exams coming !! Well, i really need to put a lot of effort in the exam this time and this will be the last exam i sit for my Senior one ! I cant wait for the activities after the exam . Class trip 3g camp , competition of the Tshung Tsin-Star , being a judge in the robot competition , movies =] , playing around and shopping ! WAO !!! And christmas too !! Wait for me !

Why is love so confused , so weird ? Why it owned the power to make you happy or even sad . No one likes the feeling , no one likes to be in this situation .

hmmm.. i am quite sad today cuz of somethings else ...??? =[ practise so hard but get nothing back.. arghhh... but i duno why, i feel warm when he text me this morning. I seems thinking too much again. I am so confusing today, or even moodddyyy.... Somethings stuck in my mind this few days and its make me feel annoyed . why cant it be easier to solve? Why it must be mix up with so much things? Why its will be in this world? haiz... :( if grandma here, she will teach me what to do and the correct way but she left me . i really hope that i will relax myself and enjoy myself this holiday. Dead beat =.=

its my baby sat XD

HEY ! its holiday now. Well , i hope i can enjor my lovely holiday for just one week . I need to on diet to get myself to a slimer body , rest lots, and i must force myself not be lasy to go for gym !!! ARGHHHH.. Its quite lazy to wake up early on Sunday and go for gym but what else to get slimer???

YEAH !!! XD Freaking happy to get my new phone --> N97 that day !!! Stick to it everyday. its pretty cool and lots of things to discoverd into it. Actually i hope to get a white one but its OUT OF STOCK !!! Crapssss. =( so i get the black one just like my old phone. Its not i addicted to the black ones guys .. Xp

well well well, am quite sad when i heard somethings yesterday but i just let it be the past tense Let bygones be bygones as i ALWAYS said the same things to myself but i actually didnt do so. Its time for me to be the fact. Its only a history for me right now. I really dont wanna to care for it anymore again. Mayb this holiday its the best time for me to do so. I dont wan to interupt anythings with my new life right now. LOST AND GAIN :D gain somethings more precious to me such as LESSONS !!! ITs not the end of the world, the worlds still going around and i am aslo still moving on !. GO GO GO !!!

期待 ,,..

A lot of things heard and happened this few days. Its make me so tired and confused !! Exam approaching too !!! ARGHHHH!!!! I really duno how to fACE IT. My physic, bio, chem and bio ! These four subjects are the most i worried much . I still have a lot to study and i still not so understand those concept too. !

GET ME OUT OF IT !!!!

YEAH !!! :D Beloved grandpa said that he gonna buy us new phone ---> N97 .. Hmmm.. still thinking whether should i buy the phone or not? I duno i really need to change my phone or not cuz i still miss the old one. YUPESSS!!! That's me !! XD i rather miss the old one than changing he new one sometimes. DONT SAY THAT I AM CRAZY !!!

I knew that i still loving you much, just like the first moment when i fall in love with you. But i dunno why, i start to have the force to totally give up on you. But i really dont hope to do so. The deeper i love you, the more i cry, the more i get hurt now. I tried and i am completly tired now. Let bygones be bygones? Can i really give up all the hopes ? Can i really so tough to do so? Can i? Or even i should ask, SHOULD I? Somethings gone and never comes back . Strongly agree ! Love should be so beautiful , but i think i just miss it. Cried again tonight, its because i have been hurted. Every words you told me still in my heart . I still can remember profoundly. But, i am just deat beat of it. Sorry is the only word in my mind now.

Out of the blues, i miss my lovely grandma now. She's now will come into my room and ask me its time to go to bed soon. I should be huged by her like a small child . I miss everythings today. I miss my grandma. I miss the chance to tell her that i love you grandma. So i put the words in my heart till today. But i know, she cant alive now. She lives so far far away now. I knew that she dont hope to see i am crying for her right now. The day before she left me, she said that she hope to see me wearing my gown in my wedding. I remembered . But lucikly, I am still the one to accompany her the day before she passed away. I still remember the last sight she saw me, her eyes seems like telling me that, i am not willing to leave you. I really never think before that is the last sight she saw me. Grandma, i love you . =] You are the one i lean on last time but now, I just can lean on your words only. I miss you.

hk student ..

Today i skipped my class and having sahring wit those hong kong student and korea student. ERRRRR....... Its quite boring today. emm.. some of those hong kong students are friendly but some not. Some of them like no as friendly as when we went hong kong that time. lAWL!!! so weird lo. so lc. Spoil their school name only. So weird why they will act like that today, not kind at all. Bt somes different, very polite =]

Today is the lasy day of ttss night, i really so hpe to go there but.. hmmm.. nothing la. Cuz of proving, i have chosen not to lo. See, i so got heart lo !!! you le, duno la. not so sure wit you now. really so weird the feelings . =.=

NExt week our exams start !!! ARGGHHH!!!! gonna keep study and study again. So annoying cuz cant ply. hmmm . i haven watch harry potter !!! who can acc me to wAtch?

last things i hope to say is..

I AM WAITING THAT DAY TO COME !!!!

my shoes!!

Ish !! my shoes !!! I really dunno who can so careless wear wrong shoes today after finish our math tuition..I miss my old shoes even thought i just bought a new one.. haha XD

AGHHHH!!!! Exam coming soon so as music festival. I really haven start doing my revision this time. Its quite late actually but i am still lazy to do my revision!!! ARGGGHHH!!!! HELP ME !!!! so as my piece... URHHHMMM??? i really do practice for it but why seems like i am still not good enought yet. I need your support !!! Maybe you do give it to me quitely.. hhahaz DREAMNG ~~~~~~

Tomorrow st.james 6c students gonna have their reunion at upperstar ! YEAh! I am one of the students too. Really so happy can meet my old friends again. I mean those girls.. I think all of them will changed quite alot. haha XD

Happy birthday PRiscillia !!

I went to her birthday yesterday night, LAwl ! They drunk. MAlina drunk and sleep on the floor, hugging people, She spoil her image last night. haha XD I dunno i really did enjoy her birthday last night. We sang , we play and we cry. I mean i cry again last night ! ISH!!! I really so angry myself again, why should i cry again adn again. He told me somethings again last night that made my tears definately will rolled down from my eyes. I really dunno what should i do. I never in this kind of situation before. REALLY NEVER!! I have no idea how to handle it. Its just in the middle, should or shouldnt only.I used to be a tough girl last time but this time, i am not. I can cheat anyone of them but i really cant cheat myelf and my feelings. REally so suffer in this kind of situation now. I use a lot of effort trying to concentrate in my studies only right now cuz exam is just around the conrner.

I saw a lot of sweet couples yesterday and it makes me think again and again. Maybe i am the unlucky one and i need to be alone . Maybe oneday i am not alone again or maybe i still . This is my fortune. I really do hope miracles will appear in my life. Hope to wake up in your amrs someday. =]

its friday again..

Gosh, i feel that i am not even paying attention to class since.. [secret] I really forget since when i will start looking at you .. Probably since few weeks ago. I really adore you so much. I am quite happy yesterday when afternoon cuz yesterday is the 1st time we sms so much since we started become friends. Maybe its a good starting for us. MAYBE ~.. Lots of memories, pictures flash in my mind this few weeks. Really thank you for telling me your feelings and thought yesterday. I am satisfied for this moment. I dont hope anythings will spoil between our relationship right now. Miss the bio class just now!! haha XD Its not the teacher teaching was interesting, its about.. SHHHH.. Better keep it as a secret.. :D

Yeah! Our school bazaar coming !!! really cant wait for it. Lots of food and games ! I must enjoy myself on that day. Hmm... Bubble seems really busy on the bazzar this time cuz she is the chairman for our stall. Thanks bubble ! haha XD We will work hard on it too that day and i will do my best to decorate our stall.. S1 Zhong bazaar stall ! Come to support us !! XD

its just another day..

Hmm, actually its just a normal day for me again. Gosh , today suddenly no current when its time to open the air-con. Hmmm.. So hot and its freaking hot but i still sleeping that time cuz its tired lar ... XD

Today is his birthday and aslo our 9th month aniversarry if we were still togeter now. I can see he is quite happy with his friends today. Happy birthday Kevin ! Wish you will become more mature only. Sweet sixteen ~

My feelings again. i really cant figure it out why today i will think somethings sad again. Ish! Really so tired to being like that. ITS SO HARD TO HIDE MY FEELING and love.. But i must be as strong as him or even much stronger altought its hard to do so. But this is the only way for me now. Actually nothin is hopeless or going too late. I think its just a habit for him only. Maybe we still dunno the meaning of love or even i haven ready yet in a relationship now. I wan to become more lady, cuz i really wanna 2 change my style or personalities. I am controlling myself not to think too much, i just wanna 2 keep myself busy only. But dunno why, i wont tired aslo. Lameo ..
I duno isnt it worth to do so, I really dunno what he thinks right now. STRANGER!!!! Hope time can cure my sadness faster .. Really do appreciate the chance if i had now. But , no if in my life now, just fact only. Its my own life and i will handle it as pretty as i can. Wish me good luck XD

习惯和爱情

习惯和爱情？只怕你把习惯当成爱情而已。
I really so hate myself, why i cant clearly be strong, why should i think of that again. Its just make me more sad and hate being myslf only. I really trying to improve myself. But, i duno i got do so or not? Love cant hide, feelings too. I really cant cheat myself, maybe i could cheat others but i cant even cheat myself. But i really wont cry anymore, i really hate to cry now cuz is not a way to solve problem. Its my fade. Maybe this is just a lesson for me, for cherish something precious to you. But i really cant stand those complaint again. Stop being like that k? I didnt say anythings doesnt mean that i really did or feel so, just i dont wan to talk anymore. Just wasting the time. Life still goes on. I am stil living, i am trying my best to concentrate in my studies. Those shattered piece just leave it there. Use super glue aslo no use for me now cuz its hurt. I really dont hope to hear any complaint and make me to know or see somethings that dissapointed me. Its tired to being like that. Love and habit, i aslo not sure now.

my sunday!

today i went out for movie wit my frens. We saw transformer today. Gosh man, almost three hours and damn freezing cold inside but its really quite a nice movie. Love her body, so sexy ! haha XD i saw the Mc donald ice cream stall again, just then i realize, i didnt eat ice cream for quite a long time. I didnt even buy ice cream to eat just now cuz i really dont need ice cream anymore. Its makes me gian weight only. xp I think today will be a quite and peaceful night to me aslo. Enjoy~

today is today..

HAPPY B'DAY KUANZ. haha XD sweet sixteen ~

lawl. today is kuanz =betty's biday. Oh ya, forget ask him to wear the dress and put on the make up just now in his b'day party. haha XD well, we keep took ss pic or even video on his big screen computer just now, that was all malina's idea. its really crazy but kinda fun.. hmmm.. =]

well well well, again and again. non-stop. i duno isnt a full stop or question mark? as long as, i know many things like *COUGH COUGH* wit this happening. piss off man! i really being tired to see it,really like an interesting or even a LAMEO movie! you really a drama queen&king , its true !you can get both of it. Suit you cuz u never feel enough. you worth to be it k? cuz its really doesnt matter to me cuz you are just a lier only..

16th day? lawl. no comment wit it. things seems .. Errrr............. DUNO!

the 14th day

Today is the 14th day we broke up. Its really not worth to be like that actually . I really cant figure it out why its too late as long as you have the heart and confidence to changed and face everythings together. Actually i am really damn sad at the past few days but till today, i think i am being ok. I can control myself not crying anymore, i can control my mind not thinking of the negative way anymore but sometimes i still do cuz i am human and human got feeling! Maybe that its not the real things or the real person i met before, i not sure, Its really seems so strange to me now, its like a brand new things in front of me and i totally cant get what its thinking or what. I dont even know this person now. Everythings seems so fake to me right now,just like i am awaken from the dreams.Things changed, but its changed too fast till i cant even accept it. I am quite disappointed actually, its really hurts my feeling. I dont hope anythings happen badly between me and him again. Time can proved everythings or time can heal the sadness?? Let's see now.. i really dont wish to hear anythings from other people now cuz this just involved between me and him. I am so tired of it, i am not a robot, i aslo will tired. I dont hope to care anythings more. Its really doesn't matter to me now. The more i step deeper into it, the more it turns bad. The only things i could do now is really fully concentrate in my studies. Its not a big deal right ? XD Everyday is a brand new day for me and i have promised myself to smile everyday. I need to be as happy as i could cuz crying its not a way to solve problems. I am growing up now. I am being matured. I gonna to change myself. Wait to see a brand new ESTHER !! [hope i really could do so] really just 顺其自然 lo. no forcing please. I really get it now. Thanks ..!! :D

EXAM!!!!

Just a blink of an eye, exam is juzt around the corner now. Help! I really gonna study hard for this finla exam term cuz i didnt get good marks in the middle term.. I really dunno waht the sej talking about.. Making me blur =.= Biology! OMG!! That i need to study a lot!!!But after this exam, there's gonna be two weeks holiday . yeah!!!!

There's things i gonna do during the holiday:-
1) pratice hard for my piano (usually i always say so but, hmm... never really do so =p )
2) go muvee wit my beloved piggy!!
3) its time to tidy up my room! (gosh, its messy like a bird nest!)
4) on diet+sports =] [ KEVIN TEO made me gain my weight again!]
5) online to ply game!! But need to get his permission.. lawl!!!!

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I didnt online about one month cuz of the stupid line! Hmmm.. So miss my computer!!! haha XD.. Actually i didnt have anythings to say recently. I do have a lot of things in my heart but i dunno who to share except to him, but i dunno why recently i start to have the feeling that he gonna go away from me since i had that BAD DREAM! I told joey the dream today. Actually its quite funny but i really dont wish it come true. Its a horrible dream for me. I told him my feelings but he just smile at me and said dont be silly my girl. Did i feel more comfortable when he says that?? 'NO'! I really dunno why, maybe i get influnce by those drama movie! Hey, drama movie! you should change your scripts!!! hmmmm... That all for today. Wish me good day?!? =]

Earth Hour!

Today, 28th of March is Earth Hour Day! I really do to switch off the lights between that one hour. Actually i am quite disappointed because i didnt see my neighbours to switch off their light except the one who lives opposite my house. Gosh! How can they dont switch off their lights? Is they too busy till they have forgotten or they just dont even care about the stupid things .... =.= Can they realized that our earth is getting sick day by day?? GLOBAL WARMING!!!! Human, we really need to love our earth because this is the only planet that we lived. Please reuse, reduce and recycle -3R. Fuiyoh, i seems like natural lovers but i really is except sometimes .. Hahaz XD

Well well well, today happened a lot if things in the class. Tomorrow is penguin's birthday and our class sang a happy bithrday song for her.. =] She seems happy but just pretend and dont let us to know. So, our class aslo doing the same things to the other subject teacher even not their birthday today.. Our class really kinda like carzy and i actually loves my class much ! Maybe this is the reason why last time i cant exchange to the other class because fade had let me to love this class.

SENIOR ONE ZHONG ROCKS !!!!!

LAMEO xo

I get my phy paper back on the last day of my exam. I cant believe that i saw the marks! Gosh, that is my first senior phy paper and aslo the first time i failed my exam! Wakao neh, that Raymond still get 84 in the class, i think he is the top ranked. =[ But lucikly still got lost of people fail and include him aslo. Lawl. Too proud!!!

Holiday... Stop saying of that.. He ruin my day today. Kevin teo, better you promised what you said today! hmmm .. If not!!! MUahahahahahah.. So i just at home the whole day and plying the pet society..Lawl. DAmn laggggggggg.....

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I didnt touch my blog for about two months.. Hahaz XP.. I am busy wit my studies these few month. Gosh! I am frazzled wit it. It take me ages to study and my homework. It seems like wont no 'ending' and my 1st exam in my senior section is just around the corner. I gonna work hard for it. ==== UISEH +++++++++

We seems quite happy wit him cuz we gonna to celebrate our 5th month anniversary soon. He gave me rose, ROXY purse and aslo self-made card as my Valentine's day present too. Actually i am quite happy when i receive the flower although i hate flowers. HAHA! I knew it weird but i reallt so happy wit it.

Lets talk about today.. UHMMMM.. Actually doenst have any special things happened today. Just another tired day aslo and now i gonna stop here cuz i am having my physics test tomorrow! PEACE =]

This is our 'SS+ing' pic during these few month

3rd month anniversary!!!

Today is our 3rd month anniversary! Actually i dont have any feeling that moment went i woke up. I start to began happy when he gave me the breakfast that he cooked by himself to me. I am so happy that time because it is the first time my boy cooked for me and i aslo dont even know how to cook, haha XD We shared our breakfast together and i am shocked that he gave me the'love pillow' . =.= Its quiet a long day today but we seems like got a bit unhappy this afternoon and i will always say " SORRY LO" to him... =]