bye bye 2008!!!

2008 , a lot of sweet and sad memories in this year. 2009, a brand new life!!!! hahaz XD This is the second year i got a bf to celebrate wit me [ sigh, i knew that i am pity] I promised that i will cherish him as much as i can and i wont be the past of me again. I promised i will cherish and love all the person who love me like my familes, frens , and aslo the nerd ---->HIM!!!! soooowwwwweeeee.. Trust me! I will do my best to change myself to become better no matter at my atitude or even at my studies, I knew i ddint get good results in my PMR and aslo my UEC thise year, i really promised i will do much better in my future exam cause i dont wan to sad on my results and disappointed my family again!!! I PROMISED!!!!

2nd month anniversary!!

14th of Dec= 2nd month that i together wit Kevin teo. Even he's not at here celebrate wit me,but i feel so happy too cuz of something.. [ SECRET!!!! ]

I dunno why this few days my mood getting worst and worst, i cant control myself. Sorry kevin that i've made you few a bit unhappy too.. hmmm. I know i am so annyoing sometimes but he still try to comfort me expect once! Walao, that is the first time he angry on me and we quarrel. Lawl, i wont forget that day !! So fierce lo!! IF i am in front him that time, 99.9% i will slap him or i will ran away wit my tears. Better he dont let me do so to him, if nt!! Muahahahaha, he gonna die!!! LAwl, sounds i am so so bad, but actually i m pretty good. FUI-YOH!!!!

my results

Haiz, i get my results yesterday.. LAwl!!! I really cant believe that what i heard actually, its totally diffrent wit my expectation.. Gosh! I am damn sad and disappointed that time. I disappointed myself and aslo my family. Ya, kevin do keep make me happy and comfort me that time but its useless actually, he's not beside me that time, he dont even know what i feel. The things that i most needed that time is HUGS!!! LAwl, sorry grandma, althought u passed away, but i do promised you before that i will study hard and get good results for you, SORRY!I didnt do what i meant. Aikz, i am so sad of it. Tears drop immediately without my permission. I do really work hard for it but why i still cant get the results that i hope?? LAwl, maybe i still ddint work hard for it. So 2 years after, i will gonna sit for SPM! I promised myself that i dont want those feeling again just like yesterday when i knew my results. I will study hard for it! I promised! Maybe i will start less hang out with friends and aslo him, i will be more concentrate in my studies. I dont hope my parents disappointed to them, i wish i can make them pround of me juz like last time. 27th of DEC, Pmr results out! LAwl, i dont know what results i will get again. I just hope its good results so its can cover my UEC results..LAwl! And i really hope i can same class wit Kevin next year. LAwl, i wanna be wit him every single moment!!! I miss you boy =]

i m bored =.=

Lawl! What a bored day ..=.= hahaXD but if i m bored, i will take pic[ i knew tat i m ss] beside smsin wit my dear =]

THAT'S ME!!!!

today!

Hmmm. Ya, i knew that i am a quick tempered, i tried before to be not but.. Sigh, i really dunno how. I angry at him again today. I cried! I scared! I dunno is whose fault but i am so so so angry. Especially at the night!! Lawl! Ya, when i angry at him but he seems like stil very care me n didnt angry me.. I aslo not sure on that. Lawl! I dont wan my 'that dream comes true'!

what he had done for me..

11th of Nov--

He promised me that he could go out wit me before today, but that morning when i woke up, lawl! he told me that he could make it. I am so angry wit him. I juz reply his two of his message wit single words. At laz, he told me tat he can go, but he has to work for his dad. Aikz. sorry dear!

21th of Nov--

That day is de second day of de camp. That night, my ROXY slipper had lost! I cant find it. I cried for the whole night.. He acc me de whole night, he's juz right beside me to comfort me till i tried and went to bed. Thanks dear!

22th of Nov--

We went 1B tat day wit our frens. Actually, we gonna 2 see movie together but suddenly he receive a call from his mother. His mother had come 2 fetch me. I am so angry. Why everytime he's the one who SPOIL my mood!! I didnt reply him. Till late night, he sms me and keep apologize to me, adn he told me that cuz of today's things and he get scolded and slap by his father! GOSH! dear, why dont u tell me earlier?!? Sorry dear!

23th of Nov--

Gosh! i cant believe that he still remember all what he had promise me before. Even thought that pomise i juz say one time only and he could still remember it. Thanks dear for being such a good bf 2 me.

camp!!

aikz..juz back from camp tat day..gosh!!! so boring tat camp n de rule damn strict!!! hate it man!!! 2day sleep at my moniter--> yeee kee's hse..haha XDlawl..

2morow goin 2 another camp!! new kind of camp??i mean de feel ..lawl...waiting 4 it~

PMR!!!

Gosh!! finally i finished my PMR!!! but i still got my UEC yet.. hmm.. so stress man!! i wan 2 ply!! cant wait till tat day finished my UEC's exam too.. comfirm i will happy till fly.. lawl..

Hm....14th of OCtober, the 2nd day of PMR .. haha XD that's de day my dear, Kevin take chance from me.. Loving him is nt because of his apperance, juz because i love him .. THE FEELL!!!!! dear, i promise i will love you till de dayssssss..... i promised i will.. FOR SURE!!!(sorry Jing,use ur words again )

Preparing for my Uec now.. its kinda hard actualllyy...lawl.. Its much more harder den de Pmr .. HIP HOP!!! WAITS FOR ME!!! i wanna 2 learned it although it maybe is out-dated but i still love it.. juz like i love my dear as well..haha XD

I'M IN LOVE!!!!

miss Maddie n Lily

Finally, they gone back..hmm=.= actually i do miss them much..the girls are friendly but just sometimes abit quite..haha XD






lily - maddie - me - jing



wit de girls !



robert!!


GOSH!!! i think i really do fall in love wit him..i pormised myself that i must be single minded on him.. He is the only one in my heart now for sure.. hmm-.- i really do miss him badly now Xp

new me

Finally,the PMR mock exam has just over and i gonna to face another exam again.. sc stream is wt i have chosen and nw i have to work hard for it ! Maybe its hard for me cuz my sc n math were not good enough,as long as i tried to make it good .. I have to go in sc stream!! i must!!

Getting older,become mature..hahaz XD.. Now i know how to plan for my studies.. Study, piano,keep fit is what i should do for now.. But play also important for me but this activity is after my PMR and UEC .. I have planned my holiday's activity and i loves it much ! XD

LOVE, LOVE and LOVE.. love..hmm=.=.. i just realized that what's love now.. 'Him'.. just wish everythings that i hope can be possible and i really hope it really do.. I wont act like a small kid anymore,i promised! I will try my best .. I will changed myself.. I am not a little gal anymore..

TRY MY BEST!!!!

hk frens

aikz..hk frens go oledi..so miss them ohrx..miss de day we ply 2geter.. hmm=.=



[[wit pei shan ]]




[[k box ^^]]



[[haha XD]]

exam coming soonn...kau..so faz la..always exam and test..lawl...tired of it oledi=.= hopes tat exam past faz..after uec n pmr..haha..can fly tu ^^ den can go learn dancing..=] aikz aikz aikz....

holiday XD

aikz..holiday again..is tis holiday boring 4 me without u accompany me??haiz=.=i think we juz have lot..but i dont wan it 2 be!!u never noe tat hw much i miss u!! miss u badly!!! i think u have forgotten tat wt u promise me... : [

result?!? SUCKS!!!! it really so sucks tis time..i duno why will be like tat..maybe its because of u..u make me cant concentrate when studying .. i wrote ur name on my exam paper..bt..i duno wt u thinking nw??i duno wt u wan??i cant noe u much..its hard 2 me...maybe..u r nt de 1 tat suit me again..hw long should i have 2 wait again!?!

exam week

arghh..exam again..need 2 study hard cuz laz term result very sucks la..aikz..

haha..2day finally we met^^so happy but ..aikz..duno wt actually he thinks..wt de relationship ??omg..

laz sunday..wearin tat malay cloth..haha XD so long cuz i m short..i think i look so weird tat day =.=

malay po??

lawl..stiw sick!!arghhh...keep like coughing..hate it..de weather kills me!!!

aikz..nx week=exam!!!omg..so faz...really need 2 study hard 4 it tis time..i dont wan any bad result appear in front of me again!!! jia you^^

hahaz..2day bought new shirt again!! mickey^^ love it much!!

sick =.=

lawl..hate sick most..yesterday sick again..fever!!so xin ku lo..hate it much....

well..although our class didnt get into de final,bt as long as we did our best 2 sing..its fine ..but stiw gt a bit dissapointed la^^love J3He

next week de 2day...exam day!!!omg..exam again ..stiw like not well prepared yet for it...y we muz suffered in de exam!!!lawl

my sunday

lawl..2day is our singing contest...i really hope tat my class can get into de final ohrx!!! Althought i nt very sure hw our class sing till,but i noe its de best for us! love J3He!!!

aikz..2day i saw him again...omg..i really cant imagine hw's my look tat time..sure like so po de!!yerr..he's damn cute neh ^^ maybe me n him juz you yuan wu fen na...yerr..hate those feel much la!!!

da original of me!

tis is de way i look at u...

singing contest ^^

aikz..so faz..our singing contest is juz 2morow...i juz hope my lovely class,J3G can perform well in it!!we muz get into de final!!! gambateh!!^^