hmmm.. i am quite sad today cuz of somethings else ...??? =[ practise so hard but get nothing back.. arghhh... but i duno why, i feel warm when he text me this morning. I seems thinking too much again. I am so confusing today, or even moodddyyy.... Somethings stuck in my mind this few days and its make me feel annoyed . why cant it be easier to solve? Why it must be mix up with so much things? Why its will be in this world? haiz... :( if grandma here, she will teach me what to do and the correct way but she left me . i really hope that i will relax myself and enjoy myself this holiday. Dead beat =.=

its my baby sat XD

HEY ! its holiday now. Well , i hope i can enjor my lovely holiday for just one week . I need to on diet to get myself to a slimer body , rest lots, and i must force myself not be lasy to go for gym !!! ARGHHHH.. Its quite lazy to wake up early on Sunday and go for gym but what else to get slimer???

YEAH !!! XD Freaking happy to get my new phone --> N97 that day !!! Stick to it everyday. its pretty cool and lots of things to discoverd into it. Actually i hope to get a white one but its OUT OF STOCK !!! Crapssss. =( so i get the black one just like my old phone. Its not i addicted to the black ones guys .. Xp

well well well, am quite sad when i heard somethings yesterday but i just let it be the past tense Let bygones be bygones as i ALWAYS said the same things to myself but i actually didnt do so. Its time for me to be the fact. Its only a history for me right now. I really dont wanna to care for it anymore again. Mayb this holiday its the best time for me to do so. I dont wan to interupt anythings with my new life right now. LOST AND GAIN :D gain somethings more precious to me such as LESSONS !!! ITs not the end of the world, the worlds still going around and i am aslo still moving on !. GO GO GO !!!

期待 ,,..

A lot of things heard and happened this few days. Its make me so tired and confused !! Exam approaching too !!! ARGHHHH!!!! I really duno how to fACE IT. My physic, bio, chem and bio ! These four subjects are the most i worried much . I still have a lot to study and i still not so understand those concept too. !

GET ME OUT OF IT !!!!

YEAH !!! :D Beloved grandpa said that he gonna buy us new phone ---> N97 .. Hmmm.. still thinking whether should i buy the phone or not? I duno i really need to change my phone or not cuz i still miss the old one. YUPESSS!!! That's me !! XD i rather miss the old one than changing he new one sometimes. DONT SAY THAT I AM CRAZY !!!

I knew that i still loving you much, just like the first moment when i fall in love with you. But i dunno why, i start to have the force to totally give up on you. But i really dont hope to do so. The deeper i love you, the more i cry, the more i get hurt now. I tried and i am completly tired now. Let bygones be bygones? Can i really give up all the hopes ? Can i really so tough to do so? Can i? Or even i should ask, SHOULD I? Somethings gone and never comes back . Strongly agree ! Love should be so beautiful , but i think i just miss it. Cried again tonight, its because i have been hurted. Every words you told me still in my heart . I still can remember profoundly. But, i am just deat beat of it. Sorry is the only word in my mind now.

Out of the blues, i miss my lovely grandma now. She's now will come into my room and ask me its time to go to bed soon. I should be huged by her like a small child . I miss everythings today. I miss my grandma. I miss the chance to tell her that i love you grandma. So i put the words in my heart till today. But i know, she cant alive now. She lives so far far away now. I knew that she dont hope to see i am crying for her right now. The day before she left me, she said that she hope to see me wearing my gown in my wedding. I remembered . But lucikly, I am still the one to accompany her the day before she passed away. I still remember the last sight she saw me, her eyes seems like telling me that, i am not willing to leave you. I really never think before that is the last sight she saw me. Grandma, i love you . =] You are the one i lean on last time but now, I just can lean on your words only. I miss you.

hk student ..

Today i skipped my class and having sahring wit those hong kong student and korea student. ERRRRR....... Its quite boring today. emm.. some of those hong kong students are friendly but some not. Some of them like no as friendly as when we went hong kong that time. lAWL!!! so weird lo. so lc. Spoil their school name only. So weird why they will act like that today, not kind at all. Bt somes different, very polite =]

Today is the lasy day of ttss night, i really so hpe to go there but.. hmmm.. nothing la. Cuz of proving, i have chosen not to lo. See, i so got heart lo !!! you le, duno la. not so sure wit you now. really so weird the feelings . =.=

NExt week our exams start !!! ARGGHHH!!!! gonna keep study and study again. So annoying cuz cant ply. hmmm . i haven watch harry potter !!! who can acc me to wAtch?

last things i hope to say is..

I AM WAITING THAT DAY TO COME !!!!