bye bye 2008!!!

2008 , a lot of sweet and sad memories in this year. 2009, a brand new life!!!! hahaz XD This is the second year i got a bf to celebrate wit me [ sigh, i knew that i am pity] I promised that i will cherish him as much as i can and i wont be the past of me again. I promised i will cherish and love all the person who love me like my familes, frens , and aslo the nerd ---->HIM!!!! soooowwwwweeeee.. Trust me! I will do my best to change myself to become better no matter at my atitude or even at my studies, I knew i ddint get good results in my PMR and aslo my UEC thise year, i really promised i will do much better in my future exam cause i dont wan to sad on my results and disappointed my family again!!! I PROMISED!!!!

2nd month anniversary!!

14th of Dec= 2nd month that i together wit Kevin teo. Even he's not at here celebrate wit me,but i feel so happy too cuz of something.. [ SECRET!!!! ]

I dunno why this few days my mood getting worst and worst, i cant control myself. Sorry kevin that i've made you few a bit unhappy too.. hmmm. I know i am so annyoing sometimes but he still try to comfort me expect once! Walao, that is the first time he angry on me and we quarrel. Lawl, i wont forget that day !! So fierce lo!! IF i am in front him that time, 99.9% i will slap him or i will ran away wit my tears. Better he dont let me do so to him, if nt!! Muahahahaha, he gonna die!!! LAwl, sounds i am so so bad, but actually i m pretty good. FUI-YOH!!!!

my results

Haiz, i get my results yesterday.. LAwl!!! I really cant believe that what i heard actually, its totally diffrent wit my expectation.. Gosh! I am damn sad and disappointed that time. I disappointed myself and aslo my family. Ya, kevin do keep make me happy and comfort me that time but its useless actually, he's not beside me that time, he dont even know what i feel. The things that i most needed that time is HUGS!!! LAwl, sorry grandma, althought u passed away, but i do promised you before that i will study hard and get good results for you, SORRY!I didnt do what i meant. Aikz, i am so sad of it. Tears drop immediately without my permission. I do really work hard for it but why i still cant get the results that i hope?? LAwl, maybe i still ddint work hard for it. So 2 years after, i will gonna sit for SPM! I promised myself that i dont want those feeling again just like yesterday when i knew my results. I will study hard for it! I promised! Maybe i will start less hang out with friends and aslo him, i will be more concentrate in my studies. I dont hope my parents disappointed to them, i wish i can make them pround of me juz like last time. 27th of DEC, Pmr results out! LAwl, i dont know what results i will get again. I just hope its good results so its can cover my UEC results..LAwl! And i really hope i can same class wit Kevin next year. LAwl, i wanna be wit him every single moment!!! I miss you boy =]